Breathe Deep.

School is going in full swing. I'm glad. It feels so good to be back. I feel like I'm again doing something that is worthwhile. I an unemployed at present and that has me feeling like a louse quite often but only because I make husband worry. Part of me wants to be allowed to focus on school full-time and part of me is, of course, aware of the fact that I NEED A JOB. I'm going to do something part-time and non-stressful so I don't have to think about it. I need all of my energy to go into school. Dreamt that I received my grades and had done horrible. The worst part was realizing that I had been completely unaware of my failings and had done nothing to head it off. This can't happen! The grades will make or break me. Anything below a B does not count in Nursing School. On that topic, I sent in my application last week (finally). Writing my "Statement of Purpose" proved more difficult than I had originally thought it would be (think I said this already), but it's done now. Yippee!!

There is much homework to be done. I've been bringing home work since day 1. Anyone want to contribute to my back-to-school fund? After filling out my FAFSA today I have a feeling my financial aid for next semester is going to be very tiny. sad.