Well hello there.
I am trying to max out on positive attitude and maybe it's not so overrated? I am soaking up goodness - wallowing in it even. Nutrients and goodness, wee babes need those things, right? Tell me they also need brussels sprouts and fun size butterfingers.
This morning started slow. I got up with roommate before he scampered off to work and set up the day for studying. I reviewed some electrolyte lab values and drank a lot of tea and listened to a lot of music. I lost all semblance of focus on NCLEX things and am now (obviously) working to get back at it. I'm super nervous about the test but have pretty much lived in denial and put off any sort of studying. Still floating in that space I don't plan on doing a lot. There are numbers and calculations I need to review and then I'm going to go for it. Send me awesome good thoughts and vibes and prayers of some sort on Wednesday at 9 am. I'm like a total stoner these days. I smile and hope it all turns out ok. Even if I fail, so what? I don't want to fail and consider it mostly unacceptable but eh. If I fail I'll need to pay a whole bunch of money again to re-test and my pay will decrease at work and...I will be awfully disappointed in myself but that's all and it'll be ok. Let's blame my dopiness on hormones and call it a day.
This is totally the part where I look at you and half-hug you and declare, "I love you, man!"
To, D. I'm so proud of you! Hurrah for passing your boards! I can't wait to see you soon.
This morning started slow. I got up with roommate before he scampered off to work and set up the day for studying. I reviewed some electrolyte lab values and drank a lot of tea and listened to a lot of music. I lost all semblance of focus on NCLEX things and am now (obviously) working to get back at it. I'm super nervous about the test but have pretty much lived in denial and put off any sort of studying. Still floating in that space I don't plan on doing a lot. There are numbers and calculations I need to review and then I'm going to go for it. Send me awesome good thoughts and vibes and prayers of some sort on Wednesday at 9 am. I'm like a total stoner these days. I smile and hope it all turns out ok. Even if I fail, so what? I don't want to fail and consider it mostly unacceptable but eh. If I fail I'll need to pay a whole bunch of money again to re-test and my pay will decrease at work and...I will be awfully disappointed in myself but that's all and it'll be ok. Let's blame my dopiness on hormones and call it a day.
This is totally the part where I look at you and half-hug you and declare, "I love you, man!"
To, D. I'm so proud of you! Hurrah for passing your boards! I can't wait to see you soon.
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