We had our moms over yesterday and BBQ'ed. Beebs entertained us all with her non-stop near-running all over the house. She is so fast. She had her first run-in with the corner of the coffee table yesterday and it instantly bruised and started swelling. Heart=broken. It sucks when the wee ones get hurt, man . I just finished reading Hungry Monkey (love his blog) and really enjoyed it in the way that it allowed me to look at feeding my kid differently. I've decided to try harder to develop friendships. I have felt deeply lonely lately and mused over that a bit last night when I heard someone on television call loneliness weakness. Have talked about it before but it's time for me to find a new job. I'm intensely unhappy at the one I have. There are a variety of reasons why but I will miss several co-workers that I feel I've finally gotten into a groove with. Some of my co-workers are so helpful and encouraging that they are the only reason I sometimes survive there. Right now I just can't decide whether it's time to move on now or if I should complete my time there in order to have the student loan paid off. Baby awake now. adieu.