nightcap.

Hi.  I'm sitting here in a bit of a haze.  I just worked 2 whole days in a row, I don't know, like 14'ish hr days?  Twenty eight hours of work in 2 days isn't much but I'm just so worn out.  One particular patient has been draining the past couple days, mostly because, I got sort of attached to this person when we first met a week or two ago and now this person needs..I don't know what..something I felt like I wasn't giving and..  I felt this patient searching for it?  She held my hand a couple times and blew me a kiss and searched my face more than usual and maybe she saw tiredness there?  I try always to keep that tucked away in a secret place when I'm with patients.  Anyway, just felt a bit pathetic for feeling this tired after only 2 days of work.  

This morning at work, the rooms closest to the nurses' station were the ones with the sun just pouring in.  It felt like a phenomenon.  The sun!  Pow!

I just put a movie in - El Dorado.  I think I'll watch a few minutes of it until I'm out.  heh. 
Tomorrow - man - the days where the temp is say, above freezing are just filled with magical potential.