I signed in that blank space below the job description to signify yes, I want this job. I was sort of annoyed that there wasn't an actual line to sign on. It deflated me a bit. This is big and exciting and there should be a LINE to sign on!! Or..multiple lines for multiple signatures!
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So that's exciting. I woke up at 4 am today and I said to myself inside my head, I feel more awake now than I will if I allow myself to fall back to sleep for an hour. I mulled that over while actively trying to fall back to sleep and see whether that was going to be an immediate thing or would require some work and so..here I am! I'm about to head off to shower. Sometimes when I'm up earlier than I need to be for work (this doesn't happen often but has happened more than once in the last week) I shower first thing so I feel like the rest is truly stolen time. Today it still felt stolen, especially since I lit a candle in the dark and turned on some music. At some point while reading others blogs this morning I got sort of lost and had this thought, "I should go to bed soon, I have to get up early for work." Oh but you ARE up. This is morning. This...is morning.
Congratulations on the new job! I hope that it is the positive change that you need in your life.
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