Feel like I'm just keeping time at my current job. I'm somewhat ok with that for the place I'm in right now but also gettin' itchy, wanting more. I don't want to work full-time again. I don't want to do 12 hr days again. I am thrilled to be with my kid more. I work in a pediatric office and really all I do is make kids cry all day. Literally.
This year Roommate and I will have been married 7 years. I told him if he gets an itch, I'll scratch it. heh.
I am sitting here just breathing really deep. I took a sharp nosedive off The Wagon and into the pavement at the end of last week. I felt so liberated but then found myself dog-paddling in guilt (of similar viscosity to molasses in winter).
I haven't cut my hair in a long time again. When's the last time I went? It's been less than a year but nigh on a year I think. It's long and the ends are fraying into tiny shreds of straw. I wear it up every day. Last night I went to bed with it wet. I woke up with it parted down the middle and hanging down the sides of my head and I scratched my head and thought for a moment I looked like a real life Hippie (Hippy?) and thought gosh, I must do this more often.
Haa you should see when i go to bed w/ wet hair!!!
ReplyDeletebeen married 8, cut my hair in june for the first time in 2+ years.
ReplyDeletealso am in park-mode at a job. trying not to go postal. trying to find joy.
no kiddos, by choice. can't see them along for this silly ride.
glad you are coasting better. beebs is lucky : )
I only cut my hair twice a year, but it never reaches my waist. sob. the ends are really scraggly but I find snipping them with a pair of tiny scissors can be quite zen.
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